Damn I haven't updated in forever. So much has happened its crazy. With my brothers both being home, crazy ass new years party, fighting with lexi but everything is okay now thank god. Babysitting like crazy. Taking a trip down to kentucky. My brother leaving. Krystale. Djs games...driving Krystales car. *KEVIN* haha. Wow. 


I really don't even think its possible to try and get everything to write from the last entry....


Conner is in the hospital. He got admitted yesterday. We took him to urgent care, we had to wait until his fever went down to take him to the emergency room... so we got him there and they checked him out they took chest x-rays of him, we had to wait for the results from that, well from that we found out he has anmmonia in one lung, so therefore he got admitted. Then they had to put an IV in him, it took them 3 or 4 times until they finally got it right. Krystale came up to the hopsital to take me back to the house with Eric. We waited until the room upstairs was ready and got everything settled there. Got my stuff from the house, helped Eric get things together for the baby and Doris. 

Then Krystle & I left and went & got food, then to the store & then we finally got her car washed. Went back to the house. I got to chill with Kevin which Krystale got ready. It was cute we layed in his bed and talked. Did a little cuddling but not really, its all good though. He's such a cutie. He went with us to DJs basketball game .... I called Doris on the way to the mall, to see if anything else was going on with him since I had been there earlier, and he has RSV, ear infections in  both his ears & the anmmonia is in one lung. Poor baby.


So we chilled at the mall for a lil bit. Kevin wanted to go see his momma, so its all good. I seen WAY too many people up there, it was crazy. Then we came & dropped me off. 


So I went from "talking" to like 5 guys to not really talking to anyone. Eh whatever. I really don't want to be in a relationship as it is but whatever. Paul really wants to be with me, and he's an amazing person and a wonderful friend and I don't know how to tell him that I'm not sure things will work out between us. Ugh, oh well he wants to see me on Valentines Day because 2 years ago on Valentines Day is when we met when me and jessica went on blind dates. Paul was Jessicas date.. not mine. But I guess according to him, he has always had a "thing" for me or something. So I don't know I guess we will see. 


I really know nothing is going to happen between me and Kevin because he's young. I don't really "go after" guys that are younger then me. It just seems to be nothing but trouble. But its cool because I know I have some one to chill wit and talk too and cuddle with and do whatever. No questions asked, no strings, just being cool wit eachother. I like that.


My brother left for Iraq this past Monday. I'm not doing good with it at all, but I'm dealing. He's pretty much safe until after the 22nd. =/


Bleh. I'm out.